when all else fails, disappear
Thursday, July 17, 2008
you are persistent, arent you. coming back and coming back and searching and searching.
im just not sure what it is you hope to find
Saturday, July 15, 2006
nice to see you
its been over a year since ive written anything here, but funnily enough, visits to this page have sky rocketted in the last week or so.
i have a feeling i know who it is thats visiting. id like you to know that as long as i laid a seed of doubt, no matter how tiny, then thats the best thing i could hve got out of this whole thing.
if this experience has made you stop and think before you pop out to the shops, leaving the kids `being looked after by a mature capable adult` then it was worth it.
im just sorry if i made you think too late
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
i did a search for you the other day. it was cached and i cant get to it now, but it said in plain english, your name, your court date, and everything you'd been charged with.
it made it more real for me and it made me stronger
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
i keep dreaming about me holding a sign that says
i hate you
i am better than you
but instead of taking that as a good sign, a strong sign, i took it and added it to my other problems, sat on the kitchen floor, downed 4 effexors on top of the other 2 i already had and waited for them to take me away for a while
matt made me vomit them up
i just want it to stop
Friday, October 22, 2004
i know where you are
in about 20 minutes you will be in christies beach magistrates court hearing what charges are being laid against you
have a nice day
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Monday, August 16, 2004
my visit with the director for public prosecutions is next week.
it would be really helpful if anyone knows anything relevant about this 'man' that they come forward now
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
in just over a month i am meeting with the director of public prosecution. this meeting will determine whether or not the police need to speak to anyone else about it.
if the police need to speak to you, please call them....please
Monday, July 12, 2004
i know someone who isnt me is checking this...who are you?
you searched for his name specifically...
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Friday, August 15, 2003
i told brett, well, he guessed and i said yes
apparently he's already been beaten up. so badly that he had to spend three weeks in hospital.
it wasnt for my reason though, so, does it count?
Friday, July 25, 2003
Friday, May 16, 2003
If anyone who has found this page needs it for the reason it's here...or i guess, for any reason, please comment and let me know
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
I started searching for websites about survivors of child sexual abuse. I found some, but, they were either clinical, or all women's rightsish, and all about power and...i dunno, i cant explain it, but it wasn't me.
I didnt find what I was looking for.
I guess to be honest I was looking for a website that said in huge bold letters
Dirk Garschagen is a child molester
because once I found that, I'd know that it wasnt just me. That it had happened to someone else and someone else out there knew exactly how I was feeling, then and now.
And that's why i'm doing this, because if someone types in his name and comes across my site, they'll see that they arent the only ones