when all else fails, disappear
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
i keep dreaming about me holding a sign that says
i hate you
i am better than you
but instead of taking that as a good sign, a strong sign, i took it and added it to my other problems, sat on the kitchen floor, downed 4 effexors on top of the other 2 i already had and waited for them to take me away for a while
matt made me vomit them up
i just want it to stop