you are persistent, arent you. coming back and coming back and searching and searching.

im just not sure what it is you hope to find
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 11:11 pm |

 
nice to see you

its been over a year since ive written anything here, but funnily enough, visits to this page have sky rocketted in the last week or so.

i have a feeling i know who it is thats visiting. id like you to know that as long as i laid a seed of doubt, no matter how tiny, then thats the best thing i could hve got out of this whole thing.
if this experience has made you stop and think before you pop out to the shops, leaving the kids `being looked after by a mature capable adult` then it was worth it.

im just sorry if i made you think too late
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 4:44 pm |

 
clear your calendars

court dates are set for the 6th, 7th and 8th of december

merry christmas
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 12:29 pm |

 
i did a search for you the other day. it was cached and i cant get to it now, but it said in plain english, your name, your court date, and everything you'd been charged with.

it made it more real for me and it made me stronger
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 12:40 pm |

 
i keep dreaming about me holding a sign that says

i hate you
i am better than you

but instead of taking that as a good sign, a strong sign, i took it and added it to my other problems, sat on the kitchen floor, downed 4 effexors on top of the other 2 i already had and waited for them to take me away for a while

matt made me vomit them up

i just want it to stop
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 8:40 pm |

 
i know where you are

in about 20 minutes you will be in christies beach magistrates court hearing what charges are being laid against you

have a nice day
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 9:37 am |

 
todays the day
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 8:16 am |

 
my visit with the director for public prosecutions is next week.

it would be really helpful if anyone knows anything relevant about this 'man' that they come forward now

please
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 1:05 pm |

 
in just over a month i am meeting with the director of public prosecution. this meeting will determine whether or not the police need to speak to anyone else about it.

if the police need to speak to you, please call them....please
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 4:09 pm |

 
i know someone who isnt me is checking this...who are you?
you searched for his name specifically...
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 10:28 pm |

 
seven counts of unlawful sexual intercourse
three counts of indecent sexual assault
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 5:45 pm |

 
i called the police
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 9:54 am |

 
i told brett, well, he guessed and i said yes

apparently he's already been beaten up. so badly that he had to spend three weeks in hospital.

it wasnt for my reason though, so, does it count?
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 1:05 pm |

 
have a meeting with deidre and mum next week....police is next...anyone out there?
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 10:11 pm |

 
If anyone who has found this page needs it for the reason it's here...or i guess, for any reason, please comment and let me know
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 2:03 pm |

 
I started searching for websites about survivors of child sexual abuse. I found some, but, they were either clinical, or all women's rightsish, and all about power and...i dunno, i cant explain it, but it wasn't me.
I didnt find what I was looking for.
I guess to be honest I was looking for a website that said in huge bold letters
Dirk Garschagen is a child molester
because once I found that, I'd know that it wasnt just me. That it had happened to someone else and someone else out there knew exactly how I was feeling, then and now.
And that's why i'm doing this, because if someone types in his name and comes across my site, they'll see that they arent the only ones
- posted by littlefaeriegirl @ 3:28 pm |